Escape reality

She's got it made up on the outside
   While she's dyin' on the inside.
Puttin' on that fake smile
   But she just wants to hide.
She's got it all  bottled up
   Because she thinks nobody cares.
Lookin' for an escape
   Because she's lonely and she's scared.
Chooses the only way she sees
   She just wants it to be done.
And pulls back the trigger
   On the unforgiving gun.